| | Long time no write. Sorry I've been in hell shoving pineapples up Hitler's butt. I had a rough start. I don't think I will pass my sophomore year. It's not because I'm dumb but because I've had so many absences last semester because of my knee & surgery. I may pass because the courses I'm taking are AP level courses which means if I switch to regulars, it will add ten points to my average. But I don't want to go to regulars, I like honor courses, it's more challenging & the people in there are awesome.
My mom said she will talk to the counselor. I know she won't, LC's screwed me over so many times. I can't help it, I got REALLY sick & I had surgery. I want to find a way to get to my junior year without taking sophomore courses. I may have to go to summer school. There goes my summer. I didn't even do anything wrong!!
Last year I skipped school (a couple of times), experimented with smoking & drugs (hated both), snuck out (didn't get caught), & drank alcohol. I haven't done ANYTHING this year. I stopped that after I got that ticket for skipping school. I experimented with it, I hated it, now it's over. But this year, it just seems like there is this HUGE ass sticker on my face saying "fail me".
My goals are fading away. My freshman year, I wanted to be valedictorian, go to Harvard, study law, & become a lawyer. Now my greatest goal is committing suicide on the Oprah Winfrey Show. My mom & dad seem to hold it against me that "I'm not as smart as I used to be" I hate when they say that. I'm smart, I disicpline myself (for the most part)...but I'm just just screwed. The jocks & cheerleaders get grades for free...I don't because I'm some "creepy goth chick". Screw LC!!
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| | Posted 1/31/2007 8:54 PM - 7 Views - 18 eProps - 13 comments
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